Probably-you

So these steel ropes wrapped around my heart, Held in suspension by yours, Were never strong enough to hold a name. We have that secret that settled as an anchor You pulled it down… Deeper and deeper, Guess I became completely bodyless and dependent of such a weight- Holding me here, down, underground In my soulless irrealist. (Personally created for you and I) Thought the door to another world was something I could always deny. Fuck the rose and its promised love until the last petal, You know I'm your iron flower. Maybe some things aren't fair… And this endless game seems so sexy But I honestly don't care. As hard as I grasp

I never promised to keep your heart warm under the moonlight- that september darkness gave our secrets no contrast. The cool water slept still while your expression grew ill, And mine became yet another mess of blindfolded tears. We stood quietly- You with your hands tucked tightly in your pockets, Looking for words to fill the heart broken air- I'd kick rocks into the water, wishing there were bigger ones around that would make a giant splash... Maybe get us a little wet- Maybe we would laugh, Kill the silence with that- But you would probably call me childish and smirk, Then i would fake a smile, thinking you were teasing An

All those talks of memories Ones we didn't yet make But assumed to be made. Play pretend and let it fade, Conceive a possibility, a though, a lie. I could swear, That night, on our mountain, You taught me to fly. All  clocks should be smashed. Still life and kill time, Our movements alone- Drawn out with a very thin line ... ... ...